Sleep

Is when I go to bed that I find it more dificult. Probably it is because I am not used to anymore, and worst I don't want to be.

This is my biggest problem stuck between the reality and my world of dreams.

And my bed turns into my lonely battlefield!

You

I Love you for what you are,
I Love you for what you believe,
I Love you for your mood swings,
I Love you for chasing life, and grabbing it with both hands,
I Love you for your intelligence,
I Love you for your beauty,
I Love you for being a better person than I,
I Love you for making me a better person...

I just love You!

Couple's World

No matter what I do to escape it, everything is a painful reminder of my loneliness!

Crying

I was sitting in the sofa, all alone. Suddenly, without any warning I started to cry.

It seemed that something just died, and I cried louder. And the world started spinning around me, and I cried even more...

I cried until I was breathless...

Imposing life

I try to continue my life, but every single thing makes me remember that I am all alone. And of all things that makes me sad the one that is most painful is when I see that for me to be less lonely I just have to impose my presence in others peoples lives.

More then ever, I now feel that I will fade away quickly. That I will be a vague memory of someone that by chance your path. I know now that is all I will ever be, since I don't wish to live an imposing life!

Silence

After seven years of sound I once again embrace silence. As I return to my empty apartment there is nothing but silence all around.

After seven years I forgot how silence sounds like. Before it was delightful sound that was around me. But that ended and once again I have to learn to live silently.

Death

If I die next week, will you miss me? Will you remember me?

And in my grave will you whisper: "You were special!"? If so, why will you only say that when I cannot hear you, when it will be impossible to me to know?

At that moment I've just died thinking how miserable and irrelevante my life was...